October 8, 2008 by Avy.

So X is asleep just in time for company. I just ordered him a Jacque the Peacock and a tummy time mat. He holds his head up a lot but doesn’t like being on the floor so I figured I’d get this thing now. Maybe he’ll feel better about the floor sooner than later.

I can’t wait to buy him his first computer. Of course it’ll be VTech or LeapFrog, but you get the point.

I also finally got around to ordering the Shisedo Tsubaki shampoo + Conditioner for myself.  I can’t wait to use it. The shower is my safe haven these days so I want nothing but good smells, smooth suds, and hot water. The next time I get something for myself, it’ll come from MAC or Sephora in the form of high quality make up.

In other news, I started writing a character profile + history for my Vampire: The Masquerade character. Now I don’t even care about playing as much as I care about writing an epic saga. Go figure.

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March 27, 2008 by Avy.

I’ve decided to give myself something constructive to do that doesn’t involve picking up my wiimote.

I’ve created the /writing  directory on my site so I can start working on the stories I’ve abandoned. This should be good for my soul. I’ve got a lot of stuff in my head to sort out and make readable. It could be fun to do a children’s book. I could make crappy drawings and stuff. Then I’d scan it and put it online to archive for the SOB.

By putting my writing on my own site (instead of updating my writing.com account), I’ll also be forced to do some coding as a side-effect. This will be good for my noggin.

I’m not gonna rush it, but it’s started already. Now… where’s my perseverance?

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August 30, 2007 by Avy.

Can it be that prease?  So I can has business time?

I want to go toy shopping.

In more important news. I have been writing all week. It feels good. It helps and I forgot what that feels like. Oh my! If they could see me now! I think it’s calming me down as well. Redirection of energy is wise.  I’m deciding what does and does not matter in my life.  It’s funny how much writing out every though helps.

Whenever I’m feeling extra horny, I just write or exercise or take a shower. It worked yesterday and I was happy to be so tired. I still got some nooky, but I wasn’t like omgineedtehsecks! So I’m proud of me.

Also… I have way too many points to eat in a given day. I gained 1 pound this week (as of 8/27) and I blame the WW points system. I’m just gonna eat whatever and steer clear of crap food. I’ll keep exercising and that’ll be that.  I won’t go over my points and all will be well. I’m still drinking at least 60oz of water a day (in the form of 20oz  bottles). Istill take my vitamins everyday. And I think it’ll all work out fine.

So yeah. I’m okay with me right now and I think I’ll stay that way for a while. That’d be nice.

Celebrate Me! I rock!

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August 24, 2007 by Avy.

When I wake up in the morning, WPST is nearly blaring on the radio. Before I roll out of bed, Stolen is usually playing. I think I love this song. So I looked up other Dashboard songs and they’re…eh… okay musically. What I love is the lyrics. They feel right to me. It’s funny, but I’ve actually been inspired to start writing again. It’s like I forgot how good it feels. It’s cathartic to write for yourself. If others like it, that’s a bonus. I think it’s time to start doing that again.

(And the funny thing is that I am not SUPER duper impressed by all the lyrics. They just made me feel good.)

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June 26, 2007 by Avy.

It’s amazing how sometimes I can be the worst Wiccan ever. I don’t know why. It’s like I try getting into the way others feel about Mama Mia ( I can call the Goddess whatever I want because there’s love). Anyway. Some  stuff is odd.  Sometimes, I even hate reading Wiccan poetry, hymns, etc. I had to read a lot of over-romanticised crap to get to this:

O lover of the Goddess, She understands, and finds the Door of Liberation.
Those who keep the Goddess enshrined within their hearts are said to be blessed.
Placing mind and body in offering before the Goddess,
They conquer and eradicate jealousy from within.
Blessed and acclaimed is that lover of the Goddess, who shall never be defeated.

I like that chunk. There’s others I like, but that stands out for me right now. Oh yeah, blah blah blah:

The lovers of the Goddess shed their ego; attuned to her orgasm, they find peace.

I forgot that part. There’s lots of talk about orgasm in this hymn. Let’s not forget to credit: http://www.sacred-texts.com/wmn/bog/bog05.htm

I know I sound mean, but dang. This is just overdone to me. I want to feel warm and tingly, but sheesh.

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