February 19, 2008 by Avy.

Now that I’m knocked up, my mom calls me a lot more. I told her how ridiculous day care costs are at my job and she offered to babysit. I think I’d still want to pay her. I’m like her in the sense that I prefer staying at home to daycare. I don’t trust strangers with my baby! That’s why I wanted to use the place at my job. I can walk in whenever I want to make sure I’m okay with things. Plus, all those baby germs attackin my kid is lame. One kid gets sick and there’s a mini epidemic. But at least here I can pop in randomly. Sadly they’re too effin expensive. So that’s out.

I’m also worried because my mom has a cat and Erik’s allergic to kittehs so what if Amaraa/Xavier is too…  Oh yeah, my mommy scolded me for calling him/her “the kid,”  “it,” and “the parasite.” I think it’s funneh.

Anyway. I think it’s interesting and effed up how much people charge for childcare. We are not made of money. I’m gonna have to start strippin after delivery. Time to make dat paper, dawg.

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February 19, 2008 by Avy.

No, not the band…

I may have discovered the trick to having no morning sickness. Last night I took my pill at 9:30pm, a little ice cream at 10:30pm and slept around midnight. I don’t feel nauseous at all. I even did some early mornin riding. Hooray for nookie. Hooray for being nause-free (for now).

I had a dream on the bus this morning that I could feel the parasite moving around. That was weird. I’ve noticed my dreams have been much more vivid lately. I actually taste and smell.  I could always see hear and feel. The taste and smell is kind of new. Maybe that’s just because I’ve been meditating more. I zone out at my desk a lot and every morning and afternoon on the bus, I close my eyes for a while before startin up my Zune. Today, I didn’t have it at all. I stood at the bus stop with my eyes closed, letting the wind blow in my face for a while. It was just a good feeling. I dunno.

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